I think I am pregnant by the man who has been training me for my new job. I feel so stupid.
I am 31 and I have a lovely partner who is 33. We have a small daughter of five.
Things have been very hard for us lately. He works long hours and I was not well for a while. We were not giving one another as much time and attention as we should.
I found a new job recently after a long search and things were going well because there was training available and a good future.
The person training me made it clear he liked me right from the start. I ignored his flirty remarks for a while but he persisted and I was flattered because my partner was taking no notice of me at home at the time.
I took more time with the way I dressed and he always remarked on it. One night he offered me a lift home and I accepted, although I knew I was playing with fire.
He gave me his number, suggesting I text him if I needed help about work or ‘anything else’. I did text him because I felt lonely.
He told me he loved me and we started to meet up. We sometimes had sex in his car and sometimes at his flat. He was everything I could have wanted in a lover and my life started to feel exciting again.
Then suddenly it all stopped. There were no texts, no lifts home, no more attention. I think he had his eyes on the new girl at work.
I think I could be pregnant and I am horrified at what I have done. In spite of all this, I cannot get him out of my head. I think about him and the sex we had non-stop.
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